Know your place

Your hospitalization in the Spring of 2020  Fit into their scheme  Of how they want to DEFINE you. They want to see you as "Permanently Crazy".... A person who can't make his decisions For himself. So,  MHCD didn't want to CORRECT your "craziness". They just want to EXPLOIT it. They didn't want to really help you overcome your specific PROBLEMS. They just wanted to drug you and observe how you behave  On the drugs they prescribe. "Solving Problems". Who gives a fuck about "solving problems"?! Why solve problems when you can exploit them... "Milk them for all their worth" As the case may be. So, you become a "healthcare outlaw" Even though you're no longer having any  Encounters with the police.

  I, Supposedly, Acted inappropriately At the Ideal Market, Trying to get to know the staff, But why am I stuck in a neighborhood  Full of young, White people, If I'm not supposed to Try to get to know them. So, Now, I don't try to talk to ANYONE. I don't really CARE about being Alone. I just want to improve my bank account. What is there that is so "special" About Whole Foods  Other than the prices. I don't have a massive sex drive. I wasn't that much attracted to any of those gals. I was just suffering.... In pain.

  On Depakote, I was always trying to distract myself from the pain Because I couldn't heal. So,  I wasted lots of money, And wasted lots of time With Distractions.

J.D. Bloom, My trustee, Might be angry with me, If he knew that I'm not taking Depakote. He would probably tell me, "You need to get back on the Depakote!" However,  J.D is not a Psychiatrist. He's a BANKER, Who ACTED as if he had expertise  With regard to Mental Health. The Real Psychiatrist,  Dr. Kenneth MacIntyre, Would have wanted me to get on an ANTI-PSCHOTIC.. Vraylar, But, Am I really behaving in a way that's "psychotic"? Dr. MacIntyre acted more like a Dope Dealer  Than a Psychiatrist. Was he interested in his patients AT ALL?! So, people who want to make a killing Off of Big Pharma Are into pushing psychotropic drugs, But, If you take them long enough, They'll kill you Or make you WISH you were dead!